I feel like I've been punched in the stomach. All I've been doing is tossing and turning in my sleep for weeks. Tough conversation last night. I'm glad I did it but it's hard not getting the response I want. I guess it's a taste of my own medicine. It's not a good feeling and it makes me sick.
But Diana is right, I need to not wait around right now, I need to do something for myself. Maybe I'll take a pottery class or a dance class or something. I can do it solo. I always like having other people around to do stuff with but I think it's time to do something on my own. That will be my goal over the next few days...find something I can do by myself, for myself. Can't wait until Di's home, it can't come soon enough!
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